tired...

why....
i wish next bei zi be a boy!
i dont want be a girl!
girl have many problem....
girl like to think too much....
girl like ambil kira all the things...
girl like to keep all the things....
and dont want tell it out!!!
but boy....
boy of course will have problem....
but must less than girl....
boy wont think too much...
boy wont ambil kira too much....
boy will say it outt all the feel!!!!!!!!!

why girl will definitely different with boy.......?
i really really hope next bei zi be a boy!!!

girl have period.....
then will have pimples..
then will angry....
then cant control emotion....
women need to give born to baby....
pain!!!!
why men no need.....
T.T
women also will work....
but female energy why weaker than boy.....?

boy?
they wont have period....
less of them have pimples...
they no need give born to baby....
they no need pain!!!!
they can happy all the way.......!!!!!!!!!

unfair.....
really unfair....
i dont like.....
but i wont do change sex operation!!!
coz this is my parents give me de present.....
hehe.......
very mau dun oh....?
although now i cant find happiness in girl shen fen.....
but i hope i can find it one day!!

see....
i think i stubborn again....
i think i think too much again.....
i sms u.....
but u dont reply...
i think i annoy gua....
haiz....
today walk all the day...
unhappy..
so sms tell u....
want have ur talk...
but.....
no response....
maybe u busy.....
maybe u do not on the phone....
haiz....
hope u will reply me later lah...
coz....
can make me comfort...!

tis time back...
grandpa looks more worse by day n day..
now he scare 2 sit...
coz felt down b4....
when dad n aunts want he sit,
just sit,
he scare...
n he cry...
me...?
i just stand there...
dunno wat should help.....
n dunno how 2 help....
useless..
i just stand there...
never giv a hand...
coz..
really dunno wat should i help.....
i really useless....
see grandpa's emotion very serious...
but i cant help too.....
i just look...
uncles n aunts look like wan take money.....
they all pretend love grandpa,
actually wan money...
i hope tis all are fake!
not true!
coz tis all just guess...
no clues...
grandpa change...
really different if compare with b4...
pity....
now just wanna he sit down....
edi hard...
all aunts mujuk him very long time.....
but he just dunwan....
so stands for a long time..
yesterday abt half hour....
haiz...
wat should i do....??
i really useless....

cant find anybody to talk out my feel....
coz u all too busy...
i dunno busy wat...
coz i very free..

dad drive very fast...
n tindak lulu...
never thought our feel....
actually i very scare when he drive....
the speed very incredible...
hope wont hv next time lah...

haiz....
today suppose go sing k.....
but dunno why cancel...
haiz....
i edi think what i want to wear....
what i want to sing....
now all dream blown.....
bb.......
wu....
what can i do....?
wait next time lo.....
haiz....
recently very tired leh....
almost everyday go to school.......
go early....
back late.........
aiyo...
very sleepy...
but i still everyday play computer.......
next week exam leh....
havent touch the books yet....
although worry........
but...
still play!!
haha!
PLAY FIRST ma!!

tomorrow back kampung lol....
daddy promise bring us go eat many many delicious d food...
cant wait leh....!!
haha!!
although he promise,
but also dunno he will eat his words or not...
haiz....
men is like that de lah!!

we bcome better leh!!
feel great!!
but dunno in the future will remain constant or not.....
not safe de.....
but.......
i should appreciate now....
time is important for me..
aiyo...
say like that also lazy study....
=P
see ur profiles..
many new photos upload....
i remember i ask u to have pic together...
but u reject...
but why you now have many photos to her...??
may i know....??
but...
will i have answer...?
NO..
maybe that time u dont have mood..
but now u also seldom take pic with me...
aiyo....
dont think too much lah!!!!!!!
STUPID!!